愧
feel ashamed, shy
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Readings
On'yomi
- キ
Kun'yomi
- はじ.る
- はじ.らう
- はずかし.める
- とが.める
Meaning
愧 centers on a painful self-awareness of one's own shortcomings or wrongs: feeling ashamed, embarrassed, or shy because of a sense of having fallen short.
Most common words using 愧
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Etymology
愧 combines 忄 (heart/mind) with 鬼, which likely contributes the sound and may suggest a ghostly or fearful quality to the shame. The exact historical development is uncertain.
Meaning mnemonic
The heart radical 忄 beside 鬼 (ghost/demon) suggests a heart haunted by a ghost of past actions, making you feel ashamed and shy.
Reading mnemonic
For キ, imagine a key that unlocks a hidden shame: key -> キ, and your heart feels the weight of that shame.