愛あい憎ぞう併へい存そん

noun

ambivalence; coexistence of love and hate

Describes a psychological state where love and hatred toward the same person or thing exist simultaneously. Often used in literary or psychological contexts.

• 彼かの女じょに対たいする愛あい憎ぞう併へい存そんの感かん情じょうに苦くるしんだ。

  I suffered from ambivalent feelings of love and hate toward her.

• 愛あい憎