wavering; hesitation; indecision
Describes a state of being unable to decide, often emotionally driven. Somewhat literary or formal.
My indecision continues, and I just can't make up my mind.
Her wavering was apparent to those around her.
Compound of 気 (ki, 'mind, spirit') and 迷い (mayoi, 'being lost, hesitation'). The exact historical derivation is uncertain, but the word literally suggests a 'lost mind' or 'wavering heart'.