気随気儘
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Meanings
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as one pleases; self-indulgent; willful
Describes acting entirely according to one's own whims, without regard for others. Often carries a negative connotation of selfishness or capriciousness.
He behaves as he pleases, causing trouble for those around him.
I long for a self-indulgent life, but reality is not so simple.