自じ棄き

noun

desperation; self-abandonment

A state of giving up on oneself, often leading to reckless or self-destructive behavior. Commonly used in the phrase 自棄になる.

• 彼かれは失しつ恋れんして自じ棄きになっている。

  He is in despair after being rejected in love.

• 自じ棄きになって酒さけに走はしるのはよくない。

  It's not good to turn to alcohol out of desperation.