心こころならずも

adverb

unwillingly; reluctantly; against one's will

Expresses doing something contrary to one's true feelings or desires, often with a sense of regret or compulsion.

• 心こころならずも彼かれの提てい案あんを受うけ入いれた。

  I reluctantly accepted his proposal.

• 心こころならずも転てん勤きんを命めいじられた。

  I was unwillingly ordered to transfer.