愛あい憎ぞう相あい半なかばする

expression, suru verb (special)

have mixed feelings of love and hatred; love and hate in equal measure

A literary set phrase describing a state where love and hatred coexist toward the same person or thing. Often used in psychological or dramatic contexts.

• 彼かの女じょに対たいして愛あい憎ぞう相あい半なかばする気き持もちを抱いだいている。

  I have mixed feelings of love and hatred toward her.