自じ暴ぼう自じ棄き

na-adjective, noun which may take the genitive case particle 'no', noun

desperation; despair; self-abandonment

A state of giving up on oneself, often leading to reckless or self-destructive behavior. Used as a noun or adjectivally with な or の.

• 失しつ恋れんして自じ暴ぼう自じ棄きになっている。

  He's become desperate and self-destructive after the heartbreak.

• 自じ暴ぼう自じ棄きの状じょう態たいで危き険けんな行こう動どうをとった。

  In a state of despair, he took dangerous actions.