自じ殺さつ願がん望ぼう

noun

suicidal tendency; suicidal wish

Refers to a persistent desire or inclination to commit suicide. Often used in psychological or clinical contexts.

• 彼かれは長ながい間あいだ、自じ殺さつ願がん望ぼうに苦くるしんでいた。

  He had been suffering from suicidal tendencies for a long time.

• 自じ殺さつ願がん望ぼうがある場ば合あいは、すぐに相そう談だんしてください。

  If you have suicidal thoughts, please seek help immediately.